I found this on draft mode. Why? Can't really remember.
Save Me.
A 2-word suppressed sentence yearning to shout the emotions behind the heart ache and frustrations. That was me during the last quarter of 2009.
Today's April, 2010. Am I still in the same state?
maybe not on the heartache aspect.
but maybe on the fact of acknowledging the weakness of "neediness"
Sunday, November 1, 2009
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
my prayer for mr.right
a friend of mine once told me to write it out to the universe. a prayer that would bring out the woes that we have deep inside... the need and the desire to have the right one by our side.
and so here it goes.
i pray that he receives me in my entirety, as i will accept him too. with no hesitations nor doubts. with no complacency nor just out of convenience.
i pray that he has the commitment to a relationship, to walk through this life with me, towards a goal that would serve Him better.
i pray that he has the will to understand my tantrums and my moods.....hear my thoughts and try to rationalize any senseless emotions ....
i pray that I would see through him too, and he would walk this life with me, as we journey to the sharing of souls.....of heart...of mind.......
i pray that he risks everything in his life...with me..and me alone........ not giving in to temptation......not just giving in to a moment...but giving in because he loves me........my entirety...as i am to him.
i pray that he gives the relationship a chance at any point when there are challenges, fights, misunderstandings.......
i pray that it works, until we get old.....sitting bteside each other.......
i pray that if someone in the relationship has done a mistake, that the other doesn't want to take revenge, but rather work it out
and so here it goes.
i pray that he receives me in my entirety, as i will accept him too. with no hesitations nor doubts. with no complacency nor just out of convenience.
i pray that he has the commitment to a relationship, to walk through this life with me, towards a goal that would serve Him better.
i pray that he has the will to understand my tantrums and my moods.....hear my thoughts and try to rationalize any senseless emotions ....
i pray that I would see through him too, and he would walk this life with me, as we journey to the sharing of souls.....of heart...of mind.......
i pray that he risks everything in his life...with me..and me alone........ not giving in to temptation......not just giving in to a moment...but giving in because he loves me........my entirety...as i am to him.
i pray that he gives the relationship a chance at any point when there are challenges, fights, misunderstandings.......
i pray that it works, until we get old.....sitting bteside each other.......
i pray that if someone in the relationship has done a mistake, that the other doesn't want to take revenge, but rather work it out
Trippin'
In times when you know you're under the influence of alcohol, floating and speeding are 2 things that pumps up the adrenaline.. which brings you to the notion of gripping on to the wheels and flying along the highway.
i think i drank too much last night......
i think i drank too much last night......
Thursday, September 24, 2009
The Best Part of Me was You
I've been listening to this song http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vi7kHvM-ivI&feature=channel
and....had this reflection...
the part where he said "the best part of me was always you" made me smile....
not because it reminded me of someone, but because i'm so glad i'm not feeling that emotion or sentiment.
after the trip, i've never felt so alive...and thankful that i'm single. :)
and....had this reflection...
the part where he said "the best part of me was always you" made me smile....
not because it reminded me of someone, but because i'm so glad i'm not feeling that emotion or sentiment.
after the trip, i've never felt so alive...and thankful that i'm single. :)
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Backpackers
My first experience of backpacking alone was the ultimate feeling for me...of being ALIVE. It's been stressful a few days before I headed for South America...most to be blamed on what to and what not to bring ... in my 60L North Face Blue Backpack (my beloved travel buddy).
And so, here's a list of the stuff I've brought with me and a link which inspired me to travel light :)
http://travelindependent.info/whattopack.htm#Essential%20clothing:
1. KNOW WHERE YOU'RE GOING -
- the main key is....RESEARCH...do lots of that. read a lot about where you're going and be conscious of the weather and climate during that time you'll be in your target destination.
2. CLOTHING -
- pack light...means...DO NOT BRING YOUR WARDROBE ALONG WITH YOU!!!
- i would usually bring one week's worth of tops (shirts and long sleeved tops)..which would imply, you can do some washing during your trip. (i did this during my 2 month south america trip)
- weather conditions will dictate your clothing apparel. when it's winter/chilly...the secret to this would be..LOTS OF LAYERS. I invested on heaps of icebreakers and thermal wear. And just brought with me a fleece instead of a downey jacket just to avoid the bulk. if you're going to a country that has cheap clothing, then it's worth buying from there. remember, it's always recommended to start your travels light.
- others prefer not to bring jeans at all. it's a personal preference. i brought mine and 2 other cargo pants. 1 of which that can be used as either shorts or trousers/pants.
- always bring a decent top in case you're going to a more than casual kind of night out or event.
3. MEDS / VACCINES
- and again..RESEARCh.... check what's required in the country you're headed to. it pays if you read a lot about it and the latest travel advisory. better safe than sorry.
4. FOOTWEAR
- some recommend not to bring hiking boots...but i always wear one when on a trip. that's just to protect my ankle and in case we're going for heavy duty hikes/treks. some would prefer sneakers or trainers. all depends on how comfortable you are and a serious break-in(test) of your footwear is essential. remember, your trip would depend on how sturdy you'll be able to explore the places. you won't be able to have fun and adventures if you're stuck with a sore foot.
5. KITS/EXTRA
- always remember to pack stuff to the smallest that you can. my technique of packing is to roll the clothing so that it wouldn't eat that much space.
- often times i would buy a few small containers and put a month's supply in it (for those who have allergies this is what i recommend). then the extra supply is hidden in my main backpack.
- always bring a poncho to protect you from the rain, in case you don't have a rainproof jacket.
- flashlight or lighthead gears would be essential most especially for night or early morning walks...or call of nature (meaning toilet call in the jungle or campsite).
- it's been always an issue if you'd bring your towel or not. i've bought em a micro fiber which is easy to dry and doesn't eat that much space.
- scissors, lighters..... these you need to bring
6. SLEEPING BAG OR NOT?
- i still brought mine...but also brought along with me a silkliner. now if you're renting one during the trip, the silkliner is the best tip i can give you :)
there's still a lot i need to revisit to add to this list. but for now, here's all i can remember from my trip. wil update soon. :)
And so, here's a list of the stuff I've brought with me and a link which inspired me to travel light :)
http://travelindependent.info/whattopack.htm#Essential%20clothing:
1. KNOW WHERE YOU'RE GOING -
- the main key is....RESEARCH...do lots of that. read a lot about where you're going and be conscious of the weather and climate during that time you'll be in your target destination.
2. CLOTHING -
- pack light...means...DO NOT BRING YOUR WARDROBE ALONG WITH YOU!!!
- i would usually bring one week's worth of tops (shirts and long sleeved tops)..which would imply, you can do some washing during your trip. (i did this during my 2 month south america trip)
- weather conditions will dictate your clothing apparel. when it's winter/chilly...the secret to this would be..LOTS OF LAYERS. I invested on heaps of icebreakers and thermal wear. And just brought with me a fleece instead of a downey jacket just to avoid the bulk. if you're going to a country that has cheap clothing, then it's worth buying from there. remember, it's always recommended to start your travels light.
- others prefer not to bring jeans at all. it's a personal preference. i brought mine and 2 other cargo pants. 1 of which that can be used as either shorts or trousers/pants.
- always bring a decent top in case you're going to a more than casual kind of night out or event.
3. MEDS / VACCINES
- and again..RESEARCh.... check what's required in the country you're headed to. it pays if you read a lot about it and the latest travel advisory. better safe than sorry.
4. FOOTWEAR
- some recommend not to bring hiking boots...but i always wear one when on a trip. that's just to protect my ankle and in case we're going for heavy duty hikes/treks. some would prefer sneakers or trainers. all depends on how comfortable you are and a serious break-in(test) of your footwear is essential. remember, your trip would depend on how sturdy you'll be able to explore the places. you won't be able to have fun and adventures if you're stuck with a sore foot.
5. KITS/EXTRA
- always remember to pack stuff to the smallest that you can. my technique of packing is to roll the clothing so that it wouldn't eat that much space.
- often times i would buy a few small containers and put a month's supply in it (for those who have allergies this is what i recommend). then the extra supply is hidden in my main backpack.
- always bring a poncho to protect you from the rain, in case you don't have a rainproof jacket.
- flashlight or lighthead gears would be essential most especially for night or early morning walks...or call of nature (meaning toilet call in the jungle or campsite).
- it's been always an issue if you'd bring your towel or not. i've bought em a micro fiber which is easy to dry and doesn't eat that much space.
- scissors, lighters..... these you need to bring
6. SLEEPING BAG OR NOT?
- i still brought mine...but also brought along with me a silkliner. now if you're renting one during the trip, the silkliner is the best tip i can give you :)
there's still a lot i need to revisit to add to this list. but for now, here's all i can remember from my trip. wil update soon. :)
Monday, September 21, 2009
they say know your product before you sell it. (as said by my cuz).....
each and everyone of you in my email list have traveled places outside the Philippines. And through each exploration and experience, I know you've brought along memories of the environment, structure, landscape, maintenance, etc.
What I would like to ask from you is to email me back any suggestion you have in mind to further improve the tourism in the Philippines. I've been researching lately, trying to compare the standards that we have in terms of national parks, hiking, backpacking, etc... unfortunately, we have a long way to go. If you see something that you come across with during your travels, maybe here in NZ or another country (Missy Foy i know you've got a lot to share on this one).....then please take note of this.....
Last week I've been reading the news and found that the Department of Tourism will try to set our standards at par with the other Asian countries....setting 2015 as the target year to materialize all of the plans and missions.
I know the Philippines is a little bit underrated in terms of tourism, as compared to Thailand, Singapore, Hong Kong, Malaysia. But we've got a lot to offer.... one step at a time. It would be great if people from different countries would have the courage to explore not just our beaches, dive sites, wreck sites but also our sierras (mountains) and other landscapes.
As I've read once, "It would be great if everyone can travel, then maybe the world would be a better place, because people would be more tolerant".
We are all guilty of ignorance at one point or another. (Site for example, I didn't know people from Chile have more German influence). In exploring and trying to understand the culture, you get to experience the exchange of knowledge. I beg you to be a traveler and not just a tourist....don't just take pictures for the sake of saying you've been to that place.....don't be afraid to extend to the locals and continue learning...for travel is an exchange. We learn from them, and they on the other hand learn from us too......and everytime, I try to add more to their knowledge of the Philippines.
From my 2 months away....traveling the different countries in South America......going back home to the Philippines is the culmination of this all. Never have I been more appreciative and more proud to be a Filipino. Yes, we've got a long way to go...but we've got to start somewhere right?
~ Jowe
each and everyone of you in my email list have traveled places outside the Philippines. And through each exploration and experience, I know you've brought along memories of the environment, structure, landscape, maintenance, etc.
What I would like to ask from you is to email me back any suggestion you have in mind to further improve the tourism in the Philippines. I've been researching lately, trying to compare the standards that we have in terms of national parks, hiking, backpacking, etc... unfortunately, we have a long way to go. If you see something that you come across with during your travels, maybe here in NZ or another country (Missy Foy i know you've got a lot to share on this one).....then please take note of this.....
Last week I've been reading the news and found that the Department of Tourism will try to set our standards at par with the other Asian countries....setting 2015 as the target year to materialize all of the plans and missions.
I know the Philippines is a little bit underrated in terms of tourism, as compared to Thailand, Singapore, Hong Kong, Malaysia. But we've got a lot to offer.... one step at a time. It would be great if people from different countries would have the courage to explore not just our beaches, dive sites, wreck sites but also our sierras (mountains) and other landscapes.
As I've read once, "It would be great if everyone can travel, then maybe the world would be a better place, because people would be more tolerant".
We are all guilty of ignorance at one point or another. (Site for example, I didn't know people from Chile have more German influence). In exploring and trying to understand the culture, you get to experience the exchange of knowledge. I beg you to be a traveler and not just a tourist....don't just take pictures for the sake of saying you've been to that place.....don't be afraid to extend to the locals and continue learning...for travel is an exchange. We learn from them, and they on the other hand learn from us too......and everytime, I try to add more to their knowledge of the Philippines.
From my 2 months away....traveling the different countries in South America......going back home to the Philippines is the culmination of this all. Never have I been more appreciative and more proud to be a Filipino. Yes, we've got a long way to go...but we've got to start somewhere right?
~ Jowe
Impacts of Climate Change to Philippines Marine Ecosystem
excerpt from http://www.oceanheritage.com.ph/
Impacts of Climate Change to Philippines Marine Ecosystem
Seventy percent of Philippine communities are located in coastal areas thus The Philippines is particularly vulnerable to the impacts of climate change.
The increase in temperature is already is causing irregular monsoon and extreme weather events in recent decades that devastate the fishery sectors.
The warming of sea water often associated with El Niño episodes have [...]
Impacts of Climate Change to Philippines Marine Ecosystem
Seventy percent of Philippine communities are located in coastal areas thus The Philippines is particularly vulnerable to the impacts of climate change.
The increase in temperature is already is causing irregular monsoon and extreme weather events in recent decades that devastate the fishery sectors.
The warming of sea water often associated with El Niño episodes have [...]
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